Pinner says : this is what it feel like to be with a Narcissist. You are constantly having to have your guard up around them to avoid being attacks. Your survival instincts kicks in, and you will do anything to protect yourself from Narcissistic Abuse.
Welp, I've never officially "diagnosed" for anxiety problems, I don't even know if you can be diagnosed for anxiety problems, but every single time I see something about anxiety or anxiety attacks I can really relate to them
"Study me as much as you like, you will never know me. For I differ a hundred ways from what you see me to be. Put yourself behind my eyes, and see me as I see myself. Because I have chosen to dwell in a place you can't see." ~ Rumi
Sometimes I need to be alone with this. No one close to me REALLY understands the pain. They just expect me to carry on and get over it. Unless you've been in a relationship with a narcissist, you can never truly understand how crushing it is. NEVER.