Here’s a little game which I shouldn’t have won, so far as I can tell. A few moves from burning up my last hope and resigning (probably), my opponent resigned instead. Huh! I threw so…

Pinner says : this is what it feel like to be with a Narcissist. You are constantly having to have your guard up around them to avoid being attacks. Your survival instincts kicks in, and you will do anything to protect yourself from Narcissistic Abuse.

Welp, I've never officially "diagnosed" for anxiety problems, I don't even know if you can be diagnosed for anxiety problems, but every single time I see something about anxiety or anxiety attacks I can really relate to them

sometimes when i get overwhelmed, i have to curl in on myself like a roly poly but don't worry i'm ok and i will unfurl again eventually

"Study me as much as you like, you will never know me. For I differ a hundred ways from what you see me to be. Put yourself behind my eyes, and see me as I see myself. Because I have chosen to dwell in a place you can't see." ~ Rumi

Sometimes I need to be alone with this. No one close to me REALLY understands the pain. They just expect me to carry on and get over it. Unless you've been in a relationship with a narcissist, you can never truly understand how crushing it is. NEVER.

"Well," He leaned on his arm, "Let's thank my lucky stars that I am under no obligation to make sense to you!"