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    I'm sorry I'm so so sorry I'm sorry I've got to be this way. But it hurts me more than you think I wish it wasn't like this anymore. Forgive me for being this way I need help I need comfort. Please just save me from myself

    I wish it was that easy, but than again--would you fall in love with me again if it wasn't the same situation???....

    Saddness is addicting and there's a sort of comfort in that

    No I really don't think you could know that right now. It is hard to carry the knowledge around that you are the only reason things will never be the same. I'm the only reason I might not get to have you in my life. 😔😣

    #1 SECRET love trick that will make ANY MAN desire you...CLICK TO SEE..My life has changed because of this.

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    Its me macey again. I need help. I have no one. I am alone. I'm scared. Because I am getting bad again. And I can't help it.

    I really feel this way because its hard for me take on the day when I can barely function mentally( not depressed, but loosing my thoughts) can barely stand up straight, this makes me just want to go to sleep and hopefully escape some of the agony! Sadly its true!*

    I tried so hard to get better, to get over this, to forget it all and move on and I thought I was getting to the point where I could say that I am feeling a lot better, but right now I couldn't feel any worse... by seeing see that you felt that staying with me would have been settling.

    I hope that my kids say this about me one day... My mom was a woman I aspired to be as a child. I only hope to live a life they admire. ♥

    Yea....pretty much..I've gotten so much better but im stuck at this..I guess maybe..I just need to talk about it..idk/:

    It kills me every time i think of her... Because i love her still... so much... and i hate to say it but to me she is so worth it. but I know i cant have her. I ruined us...

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over. You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your littl...

    falling in love. this just made me cry. completely true.

    Me every night. My friends are asleep. My love is asleep. I am alone. Crying, shaking, completely a mess. No one can help me. I am a lost cause.

    I can't move on without you.

    I hate when I hurt you ...especially when you are wounded & exhausted already!! I talk about protecting you & then I'm the one that hurts you! It sure makes my words seem so empty! :-( I Love YOU & I'm so sorry!! Please forgive me for being so selfish...I never want to hurt your heart!!:-* ***

    It's so hard to explain depression, anxiety and panic to people. Going through these it was amazing how many I related too. :( not all of them but a good many. Thank God for the people in my life who are sticking by me and helping me through. <<<< Yes. This. Just...this...

    If your dreams do not scare you, they are not big enough.