you know that moment when you see something and your heart is in your throat, your hands shake uncontrollably and you don't know how to handle the situation . well this isn't about that, it's about afterwards .
That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from seeing or hearing something that breaks your heart. Hearing about another girl was heart breaking but I did this to myself now I must live in my own pain. I lost the man I loved.