IKR? What is it with all the friggin zip ties? Those things are a pain in the butt. I say, if someone has what it takes to get the toy out of the zip ties in the store without cussing and throwing the package on the ground...let them have the darn toy!
This is SO that moment when you're reciting your Du'a in the car, when all of a sudden your cousin decides to do something super funny and you can't help but laugh, even with your Dad giving you "THE LOOK" and saying Pir Shah! Concentrate, Zohra! ...yeah.
Showing my true, real self is hard. Bullied, teased, made fun of for who you really were is hard to come from. That's why people put up walls, barriers, masks, to hide behind. They're afraid that people will do it again, just like the people before.