I pray that you know: You are a princess or a prince to the Lord Jesus Christ. Wear your crown humbly, BUT WEAR IT. You are part of the Royal family of Yeshua HaMashiach. You have been grafted in to the Vine.
Do what YOU want: temporary, short lived happiness. Do what GOD wants & be HOLY: eternal true happiness. So what do you want: short lived, nonsustaining, false "happiness" OR true everlasting happiness? The choice is Yours