PTSD: Sudden noises make me jump; nightmares continue to steal my sleep; flashbacks cause me to remember the trauma that I endured, over and over again. It's not a choice, once the trauma is experienced the subconscious mind plays it over and over again.
“You either like me or you don’t. It took me twenty-something years to learn how to love myself, I don’t have that kinda time to convince somebody else.” — Daniel Franzese Some good truth but perhaps wrong attitude.
I don't doubt God's love or the power of prayer ❤️ modern medicine and power of will are also a big part too in what has helped me survive. Side note: it really bothers the teacher in me that strength is misspelled.
An unresolved past, hurts the most and takes the longest to heal from. I have learned that everyday is is a new day, one more step closer to letting go of the past. When you are broken it is okay to take the time you need to heal
Don't Keep Dancing with the devil and wonder why you are still in Hell. -- This is what I needed three years ago and to live every day since then. You don't need closure. You don't need an apology from anyone other than other than from yourself.