just breathe. soon it will make sense, and you will fall into place, but you will probably fall to pieces first. Its always darkest before the dawn. so check the clock...if its almost time to get up, have faith. ;)
I have learned to not say certain things. Since 2010 I lost my sister, 15 year old dog, mother, father, hubby had a cardiac event, house burned down and have had to have reconstructive surgery on my ankle. Tempting fate or God is not a good idea.