I loved him enough to marry him. Turns out he was too insecure to mature past the honeymoon phase. A narcissist that needs constant attention, validation, & manipulates you to believe his happiness is your sole responsibility, gets really old really fast.
It astounds me how my husband of almost 27 years is the best and the worst thing for me. How can one person be both? I am not myself anymore..I hate who he has caused me to be. I am angry when I look at him and devastated when I look at myself. I read these quotes about how you can't fall out of love or that you never truly loved in the first place...which one is it? I will never be the same again because of him. Or is it because of me for allowing it?