Chronic fatigue is an extremely contested medical disorder because of its complicated characterization of extreme tiredness that can’t be explained by any related underlying medical condition. Its most troubling feature: in general rest doesn’t help.
It was my error to trust you again. I suppose I desperately wanted to believe you could change, and not just for my sake; honesty is freedom, honesty opens up doors and emotions you haven't experienced before and I so wanted that for you.
I'm sick of making things worse. I'm sick of being hurt. I'm sick of crying myself to sleep. I'm sick of hating everything. I'm sick of faking a smile. I'm sick of feeling this way. I'm sick of letting people down. I'm sick of being me.