Don't tell me to get over it, I know I should be. But my depression makes it worse it replays things over and over in my head. And I'm drowning and I need you and you're not there and I'm my own fighting with all of these thoughts inside of me. So don't fucking tell me get over it, you have NO idea what it's like.

The unexplainable explained. I wish I could show this to some of my 'friends' who have given me a hard time in the past.


It is during the worst times of your life that you will get to see the true colors of the people who say they care for you.

"I tried explaining why I was so sad, but nothing could come out. That was when I realized I didn't know why either." -- s.n

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I'm depressed and bipolar and I don't know how to deal with life. Sometimes it's too hard sometimes it's too easy. Can I be a normal person with a properly functioning brain I know everyone gets sad but it would be nice if every time I got sad I wasn't suicidal or when I got upset I didn't feel like throwing things or punching things or bashing my head against the wall or be happy without getting hyper and not being able to control what I say? Would relationships work better? Would I be okay...

As far back as I can remember when someone asked me how I was, I always responded with the word fine. Way back even in elementary school.

As I went on my daily run, I went past the house that was for sale 17 years. I had written about it. I wrote that my friends and I would go to college, and live their. My dreams were crushed the day I showed my scars. They day they wondered why I was fat. I deleted the file on google drive, and someone moved in.

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today i feel: abandoned, ugly, hurt, like i don't matter, useless, invisible, like i don't belong, not worthly of love, hopeless, unappreciated, numb. never mind i feel like this every day