"What if your blessings come through raindrops, what if Your healing comes through tears? What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near? What if trials of this life...are Your mercies in disguise?" ♥
You don't get to choose, you just fall in love and you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know you love them so much except sometimes they drive you completely insane - no one can explain it. And the reason it is so confusing is because it's love and if love didn't have challenges , what would be the point?
I swear, I just caught myself justifying my actions to Chad when I realized- I don't have to do that. If he TRULY knows me- I don't need to justify bc he knows where I come from. If he doesn't- trying to explain it won't make a bit of difference