Miscarriage. A war between remembering and forgetting. I never want to forget, even though it is painful, but sometimes remembering makes it nearly impossible to get through the day. I always want to remember everything about my child. Constant Battle, Inspiration, Quotes, Truths, So True, Things, Memories, Living, War
1000 memories by Saving Annabel Lee. "1000 love songs! 1000 fucking goodbyes! 1000 heartbeats! 1000 fucking lies! You took my soul and dealt it like a card! Then laughed at me when you knew that times where getting hard. 1000 memories of a time i was happy and 1 day of my life when I'll feel it again."
Trauma survivors get caught in brain circuitry loops. The same tape plays over and over again in the mind. This could be in the form of intrusive memories such as sounds, smells, sights, feelings and thoughts. People with CPTSD are easily triggered by anything that may remind them of the past trauma event.