You are not alone on this journey. Your Heavenly Father knows you. Even when no one else hears you, He hears you. Dear sisters, seek him earnestly, and you will find Him. I promise you, you are not alone ♥
Don't get discouraged. Numbers and words can't truly describe you, and they most defiantly can't limit you. If you work hard enough and long enough and faithful enough you can accomplish what you need and want.