But .. I *don't hate Death; I'm infinitely curious and slightly enthusiastic about the possibilities of an " after-Life ". At the same time, however, I am a little fearful of being disappointed and being detached from the people and things that I love. Oh, but then there IS the " how " .. I hope I go peacefully =].
Impolite as the language might be, its very true-ironic. Wanting things to be better, trying/wanting to help, bringing them out, leaving-they get offended after how they acted, in defense mode, try to justify/blame/hurt you more. People like this are sick cowards when they trash someone/what's most important in their life.