the saddest kind of sad is the Know this feeling too well :( . sad that tries not to be sad. you know, when sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, "no, i'm happy for you"? that's when it's really sad.
I guess im still holding onto something that i know will probably never happen, because somewhere deep down inside me, i have this little piece of hope that someday it will. And it makes it hurt that much more.