Never love again
I was always a happy person before; I was happy when I was alone, I was happy at work, I was happy when I had every right to be miserable. Through you though I found new heights that I had no idea existed. Through you I found out what my love was capable of, which made your betrayal of my feelings and our friendship that much more devastating. I plummeted to a low I did not know existed or even was possible. Something I don't think I can ever find a way to crawl out of.
I really hope so because this kind of pain I couldn't wish on my worst enemy...it's a "take your breath away, stomach hurting, complete emptiness" type of pain that I fear may never go away...I guess that's how it feels to lose someone you love so much...I'll never love anyone that much ever again...
Because you deserve it <3 I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you, but I knew that from the beginning as I felt your magnificent beauty embrace and eclipse all of me. You're a wonderful soul who has taught me to see and appreciate the simple beauty in life, much of what I've missed all these years. I never deserved you and I feel blessed to have had the precious time wrapped in your heart and mind that I did. I will cherish and long for it again forever. Live, love and be happy. sds xoxo