Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was the memories can't sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it hurls like hell, because you can't keep giving someone ever
And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. All of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world.
"Once you've accepted your flaws, NO ONE can use them against you." It's one of the hardest and most liberating things at the same time, to accept your flaws.and more so, to shine a new, bright light on these flaws.