love Black and White depressed depression sad suicidal suicide lonely pain hurt alone hate hurting self harm self hate cut cutter cutting cry fake tears sadness Lying self destruction okay lie razor blade im fine fake smile
I was better.or so I thought. Maybe I was never better, but maybe it was this one person who made me think I was better. Its become evident now that shes gone, that ill never be better. I wont be her better, and I CANT be my own better.