Grief is a life long process. It changes as time passes but it never goes completely away. Suddenly a gust of wind can just knock me over. I will never completely understand it but I'm doing pretty well now.


"He loved her, of course, but better than that, he chose her, day after day. Choice: that was the thing" - Sherman Alexie love quote;

One of Keaton Henson's best lines. It crawls down your spine.

"If you must die, sweetheart, die knowing your life was my life's best part." Keaton Henson - You


Losses carve us into ourselves: different, kinder creatures, but "closure" is a concept invented by people who would like us to stop talking about our loss.


The best place to cry is in the shower; cause you don't need a tissue. You can cry so hard that you drool; you can let the snot run down your face and the best part is no one can hear you. In the shower you can go strait into the ugly cry.

I will never forget the moment your heart stopped and mine kept beating ~Suicide ~ Grief ~ Heartbroken ~ Heartbreak ~ Loss


I love you Mother and I miss you everyday. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You will live forever in my hear.


My heart broke. My life changed. Some days it still feels unreal.

Grief, I’ve learned, is really love. It’s all the love you want to give but cannot give. The more you loved someone, the more you grieve. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes and in that part of your chest that gets empty and hollow feeling. The happiness of love turns to sadness when unspent. Grief is just love with no place to go. ~ J.W.A

RIP SWEET MAXX on your birthday baby I have cried for you every day since and even before, because I knew the day was coming