October is Pregnancy and Infant loss awareness month. I've had 4 miscarriages and today it's officially official that we are done having children. Rather than feeling relief or peace I'm surprised at how difficult this is to accept.
For years I thought I was over grieving, yet it poped it's ugly head up! Going back to grievance counseling and learning more than I did before! We love our baby but have to let it go, and grow and move on to ivf and just do it!