Week 4 change: let your past make you better not bitter and make it a happily ever after. trying to remember this. trying to change who I was into who I want to be. and praying that certain people will come back into my life the way I want them there.
Another very early crush: Melissa Gilbert - known for her role as Laura Ingalls on Little House on the Prairie - eldest of Gilbert child actors Jonathan (Willy Olsen) Sara (Darlene Conner - Roseanne & Leslie Winkle - Big Bang Theory)
Which is why I dream of you nearly every night still. I still cry at night and think of you in the mornings. I cant see you without being overwhelmed with feelings and thats why I can never go back to our church.