I truly believe this especially as I've gotten older. You can never truly know if you will actually end marrying the person your dating, but if you go into a relationship knowing you wont marry them, it's sort of pointless
I hate telling people how I feel. Again a constant problem for my social health. If I am feeling sad, uncomfortable, unconfident, of hurt, I will stay away from others and the voice comes back. These feelings make it harder to resist but it is easier when I am happy and having fun with my friends. I am learning basically to talk to people, not just about school work, or basketball or even politics but how I feel inside.