falling in love is a risky thing to do yet so inevitable. but at the moment of realization where the feeling is not mutual, the brakes are hit too hard and there is no reason to pause, but to feel the enormity of the pain.
I did this. I let my fear of calculus and physics keep me from going to med school 17 years ago. I'm still very blessed to be a nurse practitioner, but there's not a day that I dont regret going on to med school and becoming a surgeon. That was my dream.