I am not me anymore. That is the simple and plain truth. I am no longer that Dutch student who lived a boring life in the south of Holland. I am an Element of Nature, result of a botched experiment. I am a reanimated corpse.
"To dream of broken glass suggests something you thought would last a long time will end surprisingly and too soon." In my dream I accidentally broke glass on the floor and was crying, I remember feeling like I wanted to run away, or start over.