This is the cost of illness. Being on the inside and being alone because you've got no choice and you can't just put it away. It can cost you more then you ever imagined and one of the biggest fees is the people from the outside who it costs you.
A-fkn-men. Although, I still think we choose what we let effect us, to an extent. I've been thru the ringer and back, who hasnt, but I don't let it make me a negative person. Or a stiff...I'm forever an immature, free bird and I'm beyond proud of it. ☆