I always knew that one day you'd make someone really happy. I always knew that someone was me. I only wish a thousand times over I had never told you that. Maybe then you would have believed that someone was me as well.
I hate telling people how I feel. Again a constant problem for my social health. If I am feeling sad, uncomfortable, unconfident, of hurt, I will stay away from others and the voice comes back. These feelings make it harder to resist but it is easier when I am happy and having fun with my friends. I am learning basically to talk to people, not just about school work, or basketball or even politics but how I feel inside.