lletters from jan van eck ew

All torn, their edges burnt. She swallowed hard. This would be a challenge. This was the journal of a 19 year old heroin addict.

love Black and White depressed depression sad suicidal suicide lonely pain hurt alone hate hurting self harm self hate cut cutter cutting cry fake tears sadness Lying self destruction okay lie razor blade im fine fake smile

"and at what part did you think i wanted company? when i shot you or ditched you at a cemetery?" "I'm persistent" "or maybe you just can't take a hint"