I'm an angel mom. If someone you know has had a loss, please do not tell them not to think of or celebrate their child(ren) on any day, but especially on days where having your family surrounding you & knowing a piece is forever gone & will not be apart of or share in that memory. Watching my children is joyful to me, watching them with their daddy or grandparents or cousins is joyful to me, but knowing I will never see her share in that, is very hard to know
I can't just get pregnant again and forget that I lost my first child. Another pregnancy will not erase the pain of losing the first. At this point, another pregnancy will only bring me fear of another loss. I can't go though this again.
A year ago today, I had a miscarriage at only 5 weeks along. Then, 7 months later I held a baby boy who never took his first breath. I've learned if you are hurting inside, let it out. Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day is Oct. 15. <3 to the mothers of angels.