That night you called and told me I think I even fooled you, but that was the first in a never ending sucession of nights where I experience the heart break again and again. The second time you told me you loved me changed me from hoping to believing and my heart made a promise of you and only you forever... and I don't know how to break that promise.
i do miss you. i miss the us that was .. the us when we first met .. i used to say, "i don't mind letting you wrap me around your little finger because i know you won't hurt me". i still don't think you hurt me intentionally. i just think you decided you didn't love me any more - why? you never told me. i don't know if i stifled you.. again, you never told me - that bit was unfair. but at the core, i love you.
Sa, my life has gone dark. You said i'd never have to go through this again... Now I have to feel it for the rest of my life. I'll never have what I always wanted all my life and I'm finally left completely jaded. You destroyed me