Well... Are you doing all of these? If no, focus on yourself because I think you have some work to be done with that time you're focused on others. Look in the mirror before you direct energy my way... Thanks.
That love that takes ur breath away, leaves u breathless and when they put thier lips on urs and just inhales ur spirit ur love....... I love the feeling of having the air sucked out of me and the butterflies and my heart racing