SO TRUE! But be careful what you think about. Here's a suggestion: "Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things." Philippians 4:8
Its a hard decision- To give up my ED. I am terrified of living without it....I don't remember what it's like to have a normal and healthy relationship with food and emotions in general. But I know I have to let go of this fear....because recovery WILL set me free from this hell I have drown myself in.